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cant take it

Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2009

some times i really wonder...
why i put so much input to studies,
to have half of the output given back?...
-.- its super pissing me off la!!
izzit cz im not studying smart...
or im not studying hard enough or wat?!?!
or m i those kind of people that cant score no matter how u try??
last time i din do well... nvm i go study..
nxt time i din do well agn.. thn i went bak study agn...
but now im rly tired of getting up n trying again.
this time i wna rest too...
sometimes when i c toddlers, i cant help but envy them.
their lives are so simple...
centered between personal interests and the care of parents.
i juz wna slp... slp a long long slp
grr now saying this is no use...
so wat if i wna rest? so wat if i envy them?
i still have to grit my teeth and move on....
ok i juz realised this whole post is juz me complaining about my life...
n my complaints dun even make sense...
nvm im juz venting my anger here...
wlau now im damn damn pissed n damn stressed and damn wateva negative emotion u can think of la!!
i aint even gna end this post saying encouraging things to myself...
ill fall short of my expectations again anyways...


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kitto daijoubu!!

Date: Tuesday, December 8, 2009

ok erm... time now is...
1:51 AM...
yes im staying up like a typical rebellious teen.
1:52AM now...
well teens are all like that arent they?
when they are stressed they'll complain they wna slp
but when freedom kicks in...
they'll juz stay up the whole night n sleep in the next morn.
or they'll juz regret not sleeping earlier the next morn
when they have to wake up early to get to school!!!
the latter explains me btw. =x
anyways yes school starts at 1pm tml thank god!!
made some elective decisions today...
was totally mad at the fish and plants electives...
literally tore our class apart D=<
*goes off on strike!!*
but on the brighter side...
the I&E modules looks interesting.
i wna polish up on my jap from where i left off.
and the malay culture module under lifelong skills looks interesting
heheh ok decided!!! woots!!!
n best of all, for the malay one, we're likely to be taken on field trips
where we're exposed to their language and cultures...
hopefully got good food to eat wif lots of sambal =x xD!!
anyways... common tests starts soon...
can't let my laziness take control..
from tml onwards...this shall b my schedule:
mon:maths
tue:physio
wed:MB
thu:physio
fri:MB & IPC
sat:all
sun:all


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CUTE CATS

Date: Saturday, November 21, 2009






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taiyo no namida

Date: Thursday, November 5, 2009

named this post after NewS's song coz its raining all day today.
tears from the sun yea? ^^
anyways... went to lecture as usual today..
was very bored ..
altho MRS tan is rly gd...
but i still prefer mrs lim leh =x
teehees..
thn after maths ended,
went out to do ipc...
how pathetic sia TT
instead of eating we're cooped up doin IPC!!!
grrr...
wat a boring sub...
ok done wif ipc thn went for ipc tutorial o.o
ok la today it isn't that bad.
time actually passed by quite fast neh xD
the best thing was ipc lecture ended 1 HOUR EARLY!!!
*CELEBRATIONS~~~*
ended school 1 hour early..
so we decided to slack...
well at least i thought was 'slack'
they actually surprised me wif bday celebration at da atrium!!!
LOLOLOLOL
THNX SO MUCH U GUYS!!! =D
got a bag as present =D
super cute can???
heeeheees im happy *smiles gleefully*
anyways came bak do physio...
i swear arh... either i stupid or... i dunno la
9/15 ... n i studied b4 dat sumur -.-
*angry angry* haish!!!
nvm... ill study harder...
(even though i always say dat.. it never comes true)
i rephrase,
ill try to motivate myself to study harder xD
LKY JIAYOU!!!
k time to slp...
n probably hope to clarify some stuff abt physio wif physio cher yea ^^
OYASUMI


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contact lens!!

Date: Sunday, November 1, 2009

once again its a sunday.
da day after my fav day n b4 da "blue" day.
oh wells...
it has to come to pass right?
n so dats how it is...
the end of my weekend
anyways... woke up due to a nitemare this morn..
odd... i had a nitemare the night before too ..
please dont let the nightmares come tonight!! ><"
went to the specs shop... initially wif an intention of looking into my degrees
which then changed into getting new specs..
thn evolved into wearing contacts..
TT now i feel so bad about wasting my mum's money
its not cheap u know?!?!
altho i must admit i liked da specs
hahas!!
n did u know how tough da process of wearing 1 contact lens is???
i was stuck in dat shop for 1 hr!!! TT
hopefully i will improve in time to come
after i finally managed to put on both my contacts,
mum went to buy jeans thn got my watch fixed b4 we bus-ed home.
yea dat was pretty much my day.
n as expected, the process of taking out the contacts is hard too...
by the end of the whole process, my eyes are so tired n so sore
dat it kept tearing.
n i suspect my the shape of my eyes changed abit due to all da forcefull pulling =x
AHH MY EYES!!!! ><
blahs have to sleep le.. i have school tomorrow.
OYASUMI NASAI


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北极星的眼泪- Nicholas Teo

Date: Saturday, October 31, 2009

像断了线 消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去 你的脸
再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿如果真的实现
爱能不能永远明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿如果真的实现
爱能不能永远明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

当对的人 等不到对的时间
就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在 两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着 爱不见

整个宇宙都 流眼泪


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HALLOWEEN!!

Date:

today is halloween!!
bwahahahahaha!! *cough cough*
my grandaunt's bday happened to b today as well.
gu po happy bday!! xD
went to a high class hotel eat nice international food.
i practically tried almost everything on da buffet table.
HAHAS in da end, i was soo full to even eat fruits or ice cream D=
anyways i had fun.
Next my family proceeded to JP to cut hair xD
i still think my hair is screwed even tho my mum says it looks fine..
hmmm
blah blah blah moving on...
attended wushu at night.
it was sooo stuffy on da 4th floor (cz it was raining)
beads of sweat were running down my face before we were 45 mins into da exercise routine -.-
yesh very very very stuffy n hot!!!
but nonetheless, dat lesson was productive.
we learn finish the spear technique, next i think its gna b the sword?
ahh dunno... hahas so long as upgrade n move on can liao..
*wonders when is da next time ill b nervous due to red-white belt grading)
OH
n btw my left ankle there v pain...
i think i sprained it during volleyball on fri..
congrats... gei kiang liddat lo...
haish..
to end da day... i'd like to say...
NICHOLAS TEO ROX!!!
xD ok dat ends it... gdnite.


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